Hometown: Brisbane
Height: 178cm
Nickname: J, Jackson, Jacky boy
Dance style: Hip Hop
Now..the sea breeze is gone… the government had developed the area… building modern Port of Tanjung Pelepas, massive urban projects…and brought in fucking Indonesian workers! Look…. I have nothing against Indonesian…but these people are the culprits for last night mishap! And what action that the local police took? Just fill up some stupid form… filed it and go back to their station and sit on their fat arse!... Our country is changing… it becoming like Indonesia and India… I began to feel… we’re not any better… we are the 3rd world country… like it or not.
I am somehow glad that my mom and dad are safe, money can belongings can be replaced…but not life. Last month I did asked them to install alarm system to the house in case things like this happens…but my dad was too late and too ignorance (sorry dad..its the truth)… now the villagers are thinking to set up “Rukun tetangga” (village patrol) again. I wish I were home to ensure the alarm will be installed as soon as possible… no one can make changes in my family except me… and I expect nothing from the police and Malaysian government for our safety… not a thing!
The Image of Paris.... thats what i have in mind.... As i might have already told you guys that I am saving all my money for our next year Europe and US holiday.... Means I am saving nearly $800 a month on everything.... no shopping...no holiday...no spending... I was looking at Air Asia sale trip for weeks... its $309 return from Coolangatta to Kuala Lumpur....I am very tempted to book it... have a splurge...go on a fantastic trip back home.... see my mum and dad... why not?? Answer.. I cant afford it. Honest... trip home will cost me around $1500 easy.... connecting flight Melbourne to Gold Coast....Food....flight home from KUL-JHB....shopping ( no way i am home and not shop).... everything will be swiped to my Amex....that clearly in critical condition at the moment. I rather pay off my card... and have a room to breathe....
Work has been draining lately... everyday i will be dragging my sorry arse... put on my green uniform...take the tram... put my ipod on... and pretend to care and put on a happy face....no news yet from James the recruiter for FoneZone Acc Manager job....I tried couple of time chasing him...and he did call me back but with no news.... Oh.. I applied online for SingTel BDM job last night...on a website for foreigners to look for work in Singapore. Hope they'll get back to me.... maybe the time to change is near.... I did live in KL for 7 years...when I decided to move to Melbourne... now its my 3 and 1/2 years.... I am local.... its became stagnant and in a circular routine.....i used to hate that in my "creative" filmmaking years.... now I am innit...
I wonder what Declan feels..... Is he really happy? He never did say anything about his feelings....I always assume that he is allright...Or it is all just about me? Really......What really we after in our life? and when is everything enough?
One of my friend is in big trouble... last week he and his partner went out drinking....got into a massive argument and ended up bashing each other up... since they live together...he stayed at my place while his bruised bf at his place.....hmm... he did asked us.. have we ever punched each other??... Me and Declan never even fight in our 3 years relationship.... not even once!
Walllaaa....
Wallllaaa!!!