2008....with Jett

2008 means a lot to me. It has mature and changed the way I think about life....love...family and friends. I am 30 years old in 2008. I am still living in Melbourne. I am not planning to leave this city for awhile, although sometimes I do feel like I want to go back to my hometown.

2008 - Career. I am now working for Hutchison for 3 years. Geez....something that I thought at first only a casual job while doing my master degree, I am still here. Not that I ultimately love what I am doing... I am just thankful. That I have a job that pays the bill. I know that's real sad. But I am tired of chasing dreams. I want to just be able to lay down...have some cash to spend...and time to be with people I loved... life is too short. I want to live it the way I want it to be.  So...2009? I may look for something new... but on my terms...and time.

2008 - Friends. I have lots and lots of them. and love each and everyone. I may have lost one....( but she'll survive ).... but I have found 4 new ones.. :) I think at this time... I am very thankful that I am surrounded by amazing friends. On my 30th... it was unforgettable. I never imagined that I have so much love from all of them. My friends from KL, Sydney and Melbourne are with me....Thank you so much for making my 2008 so beautiful.

2008- Family. Its amazing the impact that they have on me this year. I missed them every night. Sometimes I cried alone..when I think of mum and dad, my two sisters, my brother...and my nanna. I sometimes have visions that one day...I will lose my nanna...and I travel back home as fast as I could...but its too late. I think the older you get...the more you want to be close to your family. But my life is here. I chose to be here. When I got home this year, I normally get bored only within 4-5 days....but this year... I could stay a month....and I even cried when I left Johor Bahru Airport that day.... One day I'll be back....in my own time....

2008 - Love. Declan... I have found someone that I can spend the rest of my life with....and that's you. The 1st time we met, I thought this is not going to work. Honestly... after being dumped, repeatedly and what Kenny have done to me...I have shut myself completely to love another man. Gradually I build myself to trust you, to love you and no matter what I did...or said....you always with me. You're there when I needed someone. You are my partner....and my best friend. I know that 2009 will only make our relationship stronger.

2009 - Me.... I want a better me. I want to love more and live my life to the fullest. I want to wake up every morning and ready know that I will gave my best today..... laughs, live and love. :7*

         ......Goodbye 08...I will never see u again......

                   .....But I'll remember you.....

                  ...Oh.. Merry Xmas from us....